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Covid & Current Climate...and a birthday party

I've been on somewhat of an apology tour the last few days...It doesn't deliver good feelings or help stress/anxiety levels.  It's not the apologizing that's difficult, I am one to always try to look after everyones feelings and own when I owe an apology.  I don't always get it right either!!  I'm human, I'm flawed...but I'm also a mama trying to protect my cubs, my family and even my loved ones.      We have many friends and family members who have had to cancel weddings, trips, work events and birthday parties for their kids..several have even lost jobs or been furloughed.  Covid has reared its ugly head and made seeing loved ones, family friends, the people we do life with a down right impossibility for months.  Even now, its severely limited.  Everyone is trying to do what they think is best for themselves, their kids, their family...for their community.     After initially thinking we wouldn't get to have a...

Health is my Battlefield

FRIENDS... I need a break!! I planned on this season being about renewal and exciting changes.  I planned on getting my pre-mom body back and stepping up my health overhaul. I'm on month 11 of nonstop fever, joint pain, facial rash, migraines and extreme fatigue.  My body is waging a war against itself...its ridiculous!!  I've seen countless types of doctors and been poked and prodded over and over.  No answers! Currently waiting for genetic testing to find a suspected mutated cell...I mean come on!! Can this mama catch a break?!? Another tough part of it all, who can I talk to about this?  I've kept it so close to the vest, thankfully I do have some awesome people in my life that have stepped in as family.  I can talk to them about everything, but I can't express the fear to them or anyone else.  I don't think anyone will understand, but really I'm afraid to burden anyone with my struggle.  At the same time, I'm tired of pretending that I f...