I woke up this morning with some serious emotion stirring in my heart. Aside from posting a piece I wrote forever ago that was in my draft box, I haven't posted in a long time. As I was saying, my mind has been wondering all over the place today. I feel as if I might burst with everything I'm feeling. I wonder why at times God puts such profound things on our heart...a battle of sorts that I must forge on with in order to figure out the outcome. I can't place the feeling, is it longing, sadness, peace or is it the feeling of being reconciled with past things that I lacked understanding for that I now can let rest? I don't know the answer. Last week I was searching for a balance in who I am as a mom and who I am as an individual. I felt left behind by my old self. In this season it seemed only natural to focus on my three little ones (since I wrote last we welcomed a baby girl into our family, a post to come). G is in kindergarten, J is in preschool a...